i love to write.its the best..........................here are some poems inspired by the insane amazing awesomeness of otr.i love them so much when i talk about it i wanna cry.ahhhh yeah i know im lame..im not an amazing writer but who cares i love it and otr makes me wanna write real and honest ............anybody else love to write?im sure thats a dumb question.
1.inside the deepest parts of me
these wounds i cover
for fear that eyes will see
you pull it out of me
you pull it out of me
your words deep down in the pit of my soul
to be whole..........
i carry them with me
to be free
i carry them with me
the god i never knew i see now
you taught me this love
through honesty and words so beautiful and free
now i wanna love with every piece of me
will you sing to me?
so i can breathe it in
never let it go.........even in the sadness of your words
my heart it grows
release these things that no one knows
the calm it breaks the hard in me
and im so in awe of the beauty.......
of your words........i wanna move forward
now i see
i rest against your voice
let it uncover what was lost....
will you sing to me
always and again............will you sing to me
deep down in the depths of me
there lie these fears
they wanna break me
but then your words.......
in all theyre gentle beauty
they pull them out of me
they pull them out of me
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2.
i walked along the edge today
stopped to dance under the moon
and the sky so grey
and blue i cant decide sometimes the right time to move
stay here...you say
just a little bit longer
till i can feel you here
you see im on the edge my dear
the stars keep falling over my azure soul
staring upward
wondering the meaning of it all
i wanna break
i wanna fall...............or maybe just feel
too many times a fool
a begger of love of nonsense of you
i say i dont understand the world
it scares me
vison so clouded i shut my eyes to see
are you just as angry as me?
the moon my confidant knows me better
im wrong im wrong im wrong
you know the very number breaths
you know the words before the song
but your just so hard to know
i danced along the edge today
caught my breath and stopped to pray
its so beautiful the way you made it all
still in all this beauty i just wanna fall
down deep into the depths of here
rise up a different creature
love me i say
you whisper please stay
the beauty the beauty it seems a million miles a way
i love you anyway you say
i love you anyway
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3.
birth
to see with new eyes
everything around me is tired
restless trees forget to grow
and flowers show no sign of beauty
i almost fade among the background of the smoke filled air
as i walk from here to there
catching glimpses of eyes closed
head down
the same old pose
and noone knows the meaning
search forever but we still cant see it
to see with new eyes...................
the things around so full of life
sprouting seeds
no sign of strife
inside turning outside
producing deep love with no where to hide
imagine i can barely imagine another way
this world so far away
i know theres layers of things i cant control
there hearts he stole
stolen.
and no one knows the beauty there eyes can truely hold
not i.
sometimes i see this birth of sorts in my mind.
most times sometimes i cant not find.