QUOTE(joshua @ Sep 2 2005, 01:08 PM)
my dream involves owning my own house and having my student loans paid off...
i do go to work happy every day. i feel like i make a small difference in the world by what i do.
what do i do, you ask?
why, i'm glad you asked!
i work for a place called CharityUSA that operates different websites that:
The Hunger Site funds food for the world's hungry.
The Breast Cancer Site funds mammograms for women in need.
The Child Health Site funds basic health services for children around the world.
The Literacy Site funds new books for children in need.
The Rainforest Site funds preservation of endangered rainforest habitat.
The Animal Rescue Site funds food for abandoned animals in shelters and sanctuaries.
i love my job, the people i work with, the city i work in.
and of course, i love my wife.

life is indeed good.
When I grow up, I want to be Joshua!!! Truly, your life sounds lovely ... so rich, so meaningful, so full of love. Yes, life is
very good indeed.
It's funny how your dreams change as "life happens" along the way.
I want to be healthy. Never in a million years did I think I'd be 43 and be pending the possibility of living the rest of my life on Social Security Disability. You never know when life is going to throw you a monkey wrench.
I want to be the wife of a healthy, pain-free man. Jeff has degenerative disc disease, which causes him to live in constant and sometimes staggering pain. Yet, he goes to work every single day, working a very physically-demanding job as a mechanic, working overtime when he can, never complaining that last year he became the soul breadwinner and has to work twice as hard now that I'm unable to. (
However, a dream I had two years ago, of having a loving, generous, funny, thoughtful, hardworking husband and soulmate is no longer a dream. That one came true.)
I want to own a small place that belongs to
us. Nothing fancy, just a place big enough so we can have both of Jeff's kids over at the same time (we live in a one-bedroom apartment now, so only one can stay over at a time, and has to sleep on the couch

); has enough land so that Jeff can have a garage where he can tinker with cars and the things he loves to do; enough land so that we can have a little bit of privacy and quietness; a porch where I can go outside and sit and maybe read, maybe care for a little garden area around the perimeters; a kitchen that I can move around in; a place large enough so that I can scrapbook ... if you have never done it, you need a large table area just for the cropping and layouts alone!!!; a place where I can actually invite people over, maybe even host a women's group from church or something (I don't get out very often, and it would be nice to be able to offer to have a group where I could meet some friends; it gets lonely at home all alone all day long); a place where I had room to PUT things. Oh, I could go on. Even a trailer would fulfill my dream. My only requirements are those I mentioned (I'm sure there are others, but you get the drift!)
I already have love; family, friends, God (and my kitties). The important things. When I grow up, I would like to discover a way for them to live forever, beyond the memories I'll have of them, but really LIVE FOREVER.
This is a nice thread. Thank you.
Peace & hope,
Joyce