This article is not complete. It is not a fully-formed, finished piece. And I've struggled for a while with trying to get the thoughts and emotions out of my head and into this article, but they're resolutely stuck and refuse to budge. And I'm running out of time to work on it. It very likely will never be finished.
So, I will post this barely-half-done article, naked and fragile as it is, for you to read. For your gentle comments. Perhaps it will illuminate as to what I hear when I listen to DRUNKARD'S PRAYER. Perhaps it will inform your listening. Perhaps you can state it better than I did...
DRUNKARD'S PRAYER
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There is tremendous strength and self-awareness in DRUNKARD'S PRAYER, a 2005 recording from Cincinnati-based husband-and-wife band Over The Rhine.
Realistic modern cinema, at its best, is life with the mundane stuff cut out. This album brings to mind a long sit-down conversation between embattled lovers, weary after many wars, who are evaluating the landscape of their relationship. With the mundane stuff cut out. I don't pretend to know if this relationship is based on the relationship between Karin & Linford. I believe it is not about their own relationship (and do not want to pry if it is); therefore, this review refers to the characters in the story woven by this album as "male" and "female".
This album captures the subtle turn of the head, the shifting of the eye, the move of a hand, that indicate important decisions being made in this relationship.
1* I WANT YOU TO BE MY LOVE: I have decided that out of all the possibilities, I want YOU to be my love. Starts sounding strong, but the true strength comes out when the female sings "like I want you"... confessional and emotionally honest. True strength is in letting go of control, and the females's voice soars upward from the controlled, somewhat clipped and decisive-sounding "I want you to be my love...". This song, to me, is about REASON versus EMOTION.
2* BORN: This song sounds like a mantra -- "I was born to laugh, I was born to love, I will learn to love without fear". The doubling of the female's voice makes it sound like it might be a voice in her head, trying to convince her that she is worthy of these blessings. I believe that I am capable of love, despite the things of the world that have hardened my heart. I am capable of laughter and worthy of laughing, loving, and being loved. At some level, these things are what I'm born for. This song seems to be the point in this metaphorical relationship when a problem is revealed... "put your elbows on the table / I will listen long as I am able / there's nowhere I'd rather be". The doubling ends near the end of the song, as if the two voices combine into one unified thought.
3* DRUNKARD'S PRAYER: A broken-down emotional revelation of the importance of the OTHER PARTNER in the relationship. I imagine the female crumpled in a heap on the floor, all her fighting done and all her defenses down, having gotten, finally, to the simple understanding that she needs the male. "You're my water, you're my wine, / You're my whiskey from time to time".
4* BLUER: Doubling again. Here is my consideration of life without the other partner... "Bluer than the blue devils, bluer than this pale angel, bluer than all my troubles, love is never far from danger". Linford is singing backup on this song, adding the male perspective of how blue the male would be without the female.
5* SPARK: Self-evaluation, the rolling-up of the sleeves and the getting down to work. "Obsessions with self-preservation faded when I threw my fear away. (It's not a thing you can imagine)... / You either lose your fear or spend your life with one foot in the grave." This song is an invitation to "lay our cold weapons down" and "awaken dreaming". And then, encouragingly, "I awaken; dreaming. Everything we lost can be found". We can repair this.
6* HUSH NOW (STELLA'S TARANTELLA): Let's get back to the simple times and revisit the fun in this relationship that drew us together in the first place. "Spin me around this kitchen floor like a carnival, troubadour, I know we're only two big clowns in a one-ring circus" and "When I'm in the arms of my dreamy boy it still makes me weak in the knees" and "Come now my sweet little breathing boy. I'm listening hard to your heart. It's as strong as a lion's, boy. Let's leave here and make a new start".
7* LOOKIN' FORWARD: The new day dawns. Time to look forward, acknowledging the past. We're informed by the past and our battles, and we can take this knowledge and move together with a renewed sense of direction. This song has the most 'production' elements on it to this point in the recording, a sharp contrast to the spare arrangements and instrumentations of the previous songs, as if the male & female are already seeing the growth from the tilling of the ground they did. "In the daylights... So much hindsight, showing me what I already know".
8* LITTLE DID I KNOW: I didn't know how close to losing you I was, until I started considering life without you. I didn't know how much I needed you until you weren't there. "And this ache is gonna break me, love, until you come back home. / Right or wrong, there is no home without you. / And these eyes are never gonna dry... I never knew how I could cry until I thought I'd really lost you". Now I know that this relationship was approaching 'critical' on both sides. The extended sax/piano at the end seems to be the male's way of silently (without vocals) affirming his feelings as expressed by the female.
9* WHO WILL GUARD THE DOOR: Somewhere in me, there is a need for companionship and protection. To be with someone, someone who will watch my back. A simple plea for protection, acknowledgement of the need for companionship. A child-like asking for the other to be that protection.
10* FIREFLY: I will remember our past. The things that we have encountered. What we've gone through. These things anger and upset me. My feelings about you -- about us -- are informed by this history.
Getting to and through this point in a relationship is scary, but the payoff for that fear is a much more solid relationship where both parties understand their own emotions as well as those of the other.
The album ends in that moment of peace when all our wars are behind us. The male and female in this story move closer together and begin taking tentative steps into their future.
TECHNICAL:
From a technical perspective, this is a clean and clear recording. Sound levels are good, little hiss was observed. Sonic range is good. There were a couple of ...vocal pitch issues... in a couple songs (indicated to me from one who knows such things FAR better than I do), but overall, the notes (music and vocal) are right on and true.